I stood up with your crap for so long .
I cried for so many nites ,
I tried to scold you less and you go over my head .
I know I could have did that to you but what kind of great boyfriend are you?
So i did that to you and you just get to do it back to me?!
I could have done so many hurt-full this to you if you want to be fair with this relationship!
You lied so many times!
You don't tell me anything!
Your friends are so much more fucking important in your life!
Its not wrong to be closer to friends , look at this situation ;
When you just fucking walk out the door like nothing was wrong i have my friends to back me up .
You can be close to your friends and i cant ?!
What the hell are you thinking?!
Now that we broke up you tell me to stay away from your friends ?
Are you scared to lose them or what?
Did you manage to realise you were that much of an ass?
You lied and lied and lied ! How do you expect me to trust you ?!
I try hard to trust you so i can make this relationship work but you just keep lying!
You can go out without telling me anything or leaving a single message and I have to be the stupid one to tell you when I want to come on9 and get your fucking approval!
If i never found out about your lies and crap , I dont think i will even know till now!
Proper relationships are never like that .
One thing about me you all should know , i have many guy friends !
Im close both equally boys and girls ,
Im not the type which get 10 cm further when a boy is coming my way .
Thats just lame !
You have to girl friends?
Not my problem !
If you do have any I dont even care !
I dont prevent you from lepaking with them , if you really want to go , just go!
Just know your rights .
I would be jealous but what do you expect me to do ?
Scream into your brain that i am the only girl friend you must ever know?!
God damit !
You have a brain use it!
I went out for one night and I screwed up!
Me!
WTH?!!
Do you know how many times you did that to me!?
Well AssHOLE!
Im happy you know how i feel!
You just keep doing it to me and i get over it .
Why is it so hard for you?
Probably because you are keeping some slut behind your back!?
Well blog-readers!
What do you think when a guy that always gave you attention just vanished?
He barely texts you anymore , even for days & He just do wtv he wants without telling anything .Ill say okay , Im upset you just leave me and not text me but i totally cant accept the fact of you just doing wtv you want without saying anything!
Im not afraid that you would be with any other girls , Its not like that .
I just always think if something ever happen to you , what do i do ?
for example ,
You go out and i dont know , at around 12 am i text you and thers no reply for a few hours ,
You might not even be at home!
You might be lying down at some hospital bed with broken bones!
Than all im supposed to so is cry cry cry and just get over the fact that there is nothing i can do ?
Maybe i wont even cry because no one will even tell me anything !
I hate the fact you never really introduce me to your family , Im invisible to your family , its like they just know my name , that it . fullstop .
You dont even introduce me to your friends which I dont know .
You have met so many of my friends and the ony reason i do that is to bond.
I was proud to tell every one you were my everything , even if there were bad times and good times .
I ignored all the bad comments and had faith .
You fucking broke it down bastard!
I think this is the first time i even felt so strong in my heart , thanks Afiq .
I guess overcoming you was a piece of cake!
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